One of the things some people find hard to believe is the fact that I have grown from a 135 lbs to 200 in just 5 years. Some people may remember me as someone who has always been fat. People from my haggard college days would say I was starved, but still too fat for theatre. For some, I was just right. My "Bessie," Brian, would tell you I was so hot I make heads turn. Kaya kami friends. Hahaha!
Truth is, I have been battling with being chronically overweight all my life. I practically lived with a food pusher (my mom) who defined love by shoving food to me and would get hurt if I didn't eat. When I started living independently, things got a little better, because I was more conscious of what I ate, how I looked. Everything went downhill when I started working because these people at work keeps on feeding us with all these delicious junk. And the job also required sitting on my ass for 8 hrs.
Then came baby 1. Then 2. Finally (yes, I mean it) 3.
From HOT
April 2004 |
July 2004 |
Sometime 2005 |
to HOT MESS.